about me: I am suss , I walk alone dreaming & with my music loud .

8teen , Portugal , single, thank you very much , so no hitting on me please .

First off, if your going to comment don’t say the extremely usual, nothing special " Hay , how are you ? ” cuz' that’s just a dead end conversation , so make it more interesting , yee ?

If you see me out somewhere PLEASE , say hi to me or something , I hate when I get online and see people saying " Omg I saw you today ! " . Please have guts to come talk to me, I am super nice and I will talk to you mmk ?

Don't diss my makeup, I know it's allot , but that’s how I like it , got it ?
I wear too much black for my own good [ well , depends of the day ... ] , another problem ?... Good , didn't think so . I dress myself the way I like . DO NOT label me , because that in my books is a straight path to me blocking you . I am what I am , full stop .

I have dreams and I have goals that I will achieve in my lifetime . I do not talk about people behind their backs , I don't spread rumours & I keep secrets to myself . I will talk to anyone about their problems , and I will listen and try to help . I can make anything beautiful through the lens of a camera . PHOTOGRAPHY IS MY PASSION and one day I want to become a famous photographer . I am also into hair & makeup . I love when people can express their true feelings and not hide anything or be scared of what someone might think of them .

I am straightedge , I have been for 18 years and I never plan on breaking it . I do not want any toxins in my body , that is just my choice and I would like for you to respect that and not be immature about how I have chosen to live my life . If love to smell good so if you stink please don't come around me , its called hygiene you should learn it . I do not like most people . If you ask my opinion on something I will let you know the truth straight up . if you ask what I think about you I’m going to tell you and I could really care less if I piss you off . if you can't handle what I have to say , and you're just going to be immature about it and talk shit about me then don't bother . that is so annoying ..

I also will not date anyone who does anything because I don't want someone with the opposite of lifestyle as me . I'm not going to be immature and judge you if you do stuff , so please do not judge me and tell me how lame I am and how not fun I am . News flash, you do not need that shit to have a good time , and I am fun as fuck , thanks . I don't want to sleep with someone randomly just to get off . I want to do it when I am ready , in a nice relationship, and in love . I'm no slut .

My friends are everything , and they come on the top of my list , mess with them and you die . simple ! I believe true friends are few : others are companions . Humans create really fucked up ideas , haven't you seen & heard ? I’m not religious , I believe in what I see .

Love is the best . If you're not capable of loving people , don't go near anybody . Stay away in a corner , taking care of only yourself , your futile thoughts and lifeless actions . Coincidences don't exist in my world . Neither does luck .

I say what’s on my mind . Like everyone i have my faults , being emotionally unstable is one of them . I am brutally honest , and it's also something I value in other people to . I have a soft spot for Disney movies .

I can be silly , stupid , hyper , elusive , stupid , random : anything .

Music is something that I really appreciate , like everyone else . I seriously listen to music all the time . How boring would life be without music ?

Favourite genres : deathmetal , screamo , industrial , deathcore , techno , punk rock , grunge , indie [...]

Make mistakes , & I learn from them , I’m young , so I can't do everything right , today I’m a different person , I’ve changed because of my mistakes , a lesson lived is a lesson learned .
I like listening to people and giving advice . I have a really open mind , but that doesn't mean I take shit from anybody .
I protect those I treasure the most with all I can .

I hate backstabbers , fakes , cocky people & lies . Life has shown me , the hard way , that those are the most disgusting and repulsive create of humankind . Hypocrisy is cousin of greed & envy , and I hate it as well . If you're a stalker , get out . Seriously don't waste your time , I’m going to delete you anyway . I hate animal cruelty & jealousy too . I hate POSERS/WANNABES/FAKES , real life or even here . please , do yourself a favour , go to Ebay and buy some originality & while you're there buy a brand new brain . :D

DO NOT CALL ME THE FOLLOWING :

emo
goth
scene
stuck up
slut
whore

Because all of that just isn’t true your being ignorant . When’s the last time you saw a goth girl wear colors and look the way I do . emo UGH come on now I’m happy and don’t sit there feeling sorry for myself and hating the world and honestly does anyone even classify people as emo anymore ? Your dumb . Just because I take pictures with no jeans on or with some weird positions doesn’t make me a whore . Neither does stupid things I did as a naive 5teen year old make me slut now . I’m not stuck up AT ALL I may look it but if you talk to me you’ll see I’m not .

Way too many people judge me in a bad way and they don’t even try to know me first . I’m not saying that I’m a better person than you , or that people should love me , but , c’mon, I’m not that bad . I’ve got a life like all of you : ' friends ; family ; dreams ; love & money problems ; i get sad , i can laugh & cry '
I am a normal person , and there is someone living behind those pictures of me . Some people think they’re all cool because they write a comment about me saying : “ OMG , you’re a fucking bitch , whore , ugly , I hate you , you’re all about Photoshop .” You know what ? I don’t give a shit , why should I take something personal when it comes from someone who doesn’t even know me ? They should stop , and think about themselves , and then , say something about me. Critics don't affect me , I know who I am , what I do , and why . Truth is in me, not in others . I have a main thing that I will accomplish in my life . One, I have been into photography since eighth grade , and I want to pursue a career in it . I want to be a famous photographer . Someday I will shoot for AP or Vogue , tzz . I can find anything beautiful through the lens of a camera , and I am totally excited to become a photographer . I am so passionate about it , and I know I am going to be amazing at it after I learn more .

Hatemail ? Don’t like something about me ? Delete me then . I just got 5 words for you: I DON’T GIVE A FUCK !
Say what you like , you little prick , its hi5 , not life ! For me its amusement & something to do, just cuz' your famous on hi5 doesn’t mean shit in the real world most of the time , and have a little respect for other people . Otherwise your screwed , simple as , so any hatemail I’ll read , laugh then delete , nasty comments , same and also with picture comments . oh I know I’m not pretty or gorgeous just don’t rub it in, I don’t over Photoshop my photos , cuz’ I like the way I look , I don’t change my body, nose or anything, like some people, I keep it real .

Another thing DON'T randomly ask for my MSN e-mail , I wont give it out unless I know you enough .